is this it?

i woke up one morning and realised, "i'm not happy anymore, this can't be it...".

i don't know when, or why it happened, it just did.  now after years of allowing depression to control me and how i respond, i have come to this one conclusion: "something needs to change!" - i need to change.

problem is i don't really know where to start, or whether this will work - i just know that i am not prepared to live this uninspired, unfulfilled life any longer.  i have lost Jesus and myself - i dont know where to find either.

i am my own fixer upper project, lets hope i come right.

i dont have all the answers - this is my journey - don't judge, don't try to repair me, just join me if you wish.

comments welcome.

ta,

carlene.